It is said that what you give is what you get. Most of us believe in it ... i know i do. But when something goes really wrong... it makes me wonder what have i done to deserve this or why did he/she have to behave this way? i was nothin but good to him/her.
Used to discuss this with mum. She told me one thing if u have't done anything wrong ... nothing bad would happen to you. If its not my fault it should't bother me. But it is not easy.If someone is being unreasonably evil...let them be... they'll get it back. its the law... nature's law. So... I would just try to get over it by ignoring and moving on with life.
It took me a couple of months to truly understand what mum said cos i could see it... bright and clear... People who hurt me were friendless, totally betrayed..and the irony is they would come to me for support.I should be happy seeing them like this... should't i...? no i dont... probably that not there in by upbringing... but i dont feel sad for them either.
But why did i have to go thru all the bitterness? those days were horrible...
I thought a lot about it... the answer was very simple. If it werent for those horrible times i would't have valued my current friends. It was God's indication to stay away... or rather to protect me from more pain.
Right now i have a wonderful set of friends, friends who would do anythin to see if i am ok, who truely care for me...and friends for whom i would do anything.
Some incidents leave a very deep impact on us. It makes us see people in two distinct colours... one on ur side and one on the other. I was fortunate to have been thru one.
Their care and affection made me taste a different flavour to friendship. I was soo moved...
Could't thank god enough for blessing me with such amazing friends...
Why am i writing this? might come across as a show off... ''oh look... i have a wonderful set of friends... oh they are so lovely...blah''.... I always believed that if you have something nice.. it shows .. u need not make any efforts. BUT of late i realised that all i am doin is 'whining' abt how bad pple around me are ... is leaving a very very wrong impression on some people that i am friendless.
If i have gr8 people around me... I might as well show off...
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